August 6, 2024
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5 min read
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Career
I remember the moment I started to have doubts about my academic career. After a rewarding postdoc time at the Max-Planck Institute in Germany, I accepted a position as an Assistant Professor at Lund University. At the time, it seemed to be a natural step to take, and in fact, I never considered looking for a position beyond academia to industry. However, after an initial discussion with the professor in my new department, I felt a sense of uncertainty in my decision, a feeling that only grew over the next five years.
My five years as an Assistant Professor at Lund University were a rollercoaster of doubts and struggles, both mentally and physically. My whole body took a hit, and I wasn’t prepared for the environment, which made me feel alone and isolated with my thoughts and worries. Increasingly, I questioned my career path, feeling I wasn’t performing at my best. Publishing, writing grant applications, teaching, and forced committee work were not activities I enjoyed or found energizing. I also missed being part of a collaborative team and thriving together with colleagues towards a common goal. The competitive atmosphere in my department didn't suit me. I felt stuck and had no one to turn to for guidance.
The decision to leave academia wasn’t easy. I had to end fruitful collaborations and leave two of my Ph.D. students on their own. I did what I could to help them to find new supervisors. It was maybe a very selfish decision, but my funding and position were ending at the university, and I hadn’t heard from the board if they were to prolong my position or not. So, on a dark December day, I emptied my room and never looked back.
The years following my decision were a mental journey filled with a whirlwind of emotions some of which I didn’t know I had or existed. It was all new to me. It was a challenging adjustment period, but ultimately, looking back, the best thing I have ever done. Slowly, I started to discover myself, but it took many years, and I needed the support of a tough coach.
If my future self had as a demotivated Ass. Prof., that I would start an educational and coaching company, I most likely would have started to laugh. At that time, I had limited beliefs, was afraid to fail, and was anxious about my financial situation.
Founding Passage2Pro was not just a professional shift but a personal transformation. The corporate world forced me to shift my mindset. I had to unlearn my academic habits and beliefs that did not serve me well in the new environment, adapting and embracing an entrepreneurial spirit. So, the mindset I had developed in academia did not serve me very well e.g. a reactive behavior making it hard for me to take feedback, self-focused and arguing more than striving to have a constructive dialogue, a narrow-minded mindset stopping me from seeing the full big picture and thus missed opportunities for career progression and team engagement, but also lack empathy thus my self-focus hindered me from seeing things from my managers and colleagues perspective.
If I could travel back in time, I would offer my past self some important advice. I would tell my past self to be patient and kind to herself and not so harsh and critical. I would remind her to have more fun and enjoy life. I was too consumed by my worries and struggles to see the bigger picture
The mindset I developed in academia became a significant barrier when transitioning to the corporate world, but it is possible to develop a new mindset. Training your brain to take and give feedback, changing your mindset from a more narrow-minded laser-like focus to seeing the big picture, and learning to build resilience and be less reactive are all personality traits that can be changed during one's life.
Today I work as a career and leadership coach in both academia and in the corporate setting. The clients I support range from scientist wanting to transition from academia to industry, professors needing help to navigate the academic system and building effective research teams to executives in the corporate world.
Below, I summarize some tips for those who might wonder if it is possible to change careers after leaving academia. You might feel stuck, burned out, lack support, and worry about your financial situation; in fact, you might not know what country you want to live in.
“Leaving the familiar behind is often the first step toward discovering our true potential and passions. It all starts with a decision – a decision to determine to follow and not give up on”
-Ass. Professor Tina Persson | CEO | Career & Leadership Coach
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